Yearly ECHO

If you haven't noticed I have been pretty quiet on hear lately.  With talks of surgeries and cath labs the gravity of Stephen's condition became all too real and too emotional.  Matter of fact this past week has been hard.  A fellow Heart Mama and friend's daughter Teagan underwent open heart surgery (the one Stephen is awaiting) and I have been wreck on the inside.  I have sat and cried as I have read each update and remembered what it felt like to be in that place and pictured how it will feel to be in that place again soon...and it breaks me.

I break at the thought of that being Stephen.  At the thought of it being him wheeled away and opened up.  At the thought of it being him in pain with writes, line and tubes.  It breaks me.  I have physically ached this past week for my friend and her daughter.   Yet I am also encouraged at Teagan's love of God and her trust in Him and I pray that Stephen too would follow in those steps and handle all of this with as much strength and trust as this sweet little girl has.  If you would like to join me in praying for Teagan you can follow her story at http://babygirlmaxwell.blogspot.com

SO this brings me to tomorrow.  Tomorrow we go down for Stephen's yearly ECHO.  I know full well we will be discussing this future surgery and the timing of it.  I am hoping (and praying) for great news.  I am praying that his heart is strong, his oxygen is good and his body can wait a year (or more)
before undergoing it.  I also know full well that I may not receive the news I wan't to hear...but either way I pray for God's clear guidance.  I wan't to be at peace with the decision...whatever decision that may be.  I wan't to do what is best for Stephen, even if what is best is also the most painful.

So please join me in prayer tomorrow.  His ECHO is at 12:30 and his appointment with his

This little guy always brings me joy!

Cardiologist is at 2:20.  Pray that God would clearly direct our paths.  Pray that Stephen's heart is strong and healthy.  And pray that God would continue to draw Stephen closer to Him and give him the joy, peace and strength he will need in the road to come.  This is also the first time will be able to attempt the ECHO without him needed to be sedated (praise God) so please pray that he is able to lie their rather still for about an hour so they can't get all of the images they need =)

I will try to update in the next few days (maybe even late tomorrow) but we have a big event at our church the next 3 nights that we will be going straight to from the hospital to set up for and run...not ideal timing but it is what it is =)

Thank you for all of your prayers and support...they are truly appreciated!

Much Love in Christ,
Kim